difficult

the coincidence of
your rights
your right
you write

your right
is for me your left
your rights
might not be mine

endless writings
about rights
and what is right
and what is wrong







not yet there

love is a lie

the bird
is in the head
the religion
is in the taste
the beauty
in the ear
the hope in the eye

love is a lie and
sex is an ich
we all look
for the tits
mama's pots

mama is home
home is mama
you like her
you hate her

the tits you find
make your home
it makes you
it breaks you

don't blame your mama
don't blame yourself
don't blame
you're the same

it is bigger then you
it's like the river
the water
that brings you
to the sea





not finished
yet

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outsidewords

MONDAY 5 JULI 2010

I am
alone
with what
I have
collected

in here
I am
I need
no words

I have them
also use them
but can
life without

here inside
the innerlaguage
are rarely words

everything is at the door
and I look for bags
bags for outsidewords

you are reading
bags with outsidewords



in process

the mUsje

THURSDAY 1 JULI 2010

THE MUSJE

it is
when
all I
am is
what wants out

with all I can
forgetting myself
on the brink
careful
thinking to everything
just busy
with what wants out

sometimes
rarely
I see I made
a picture of

the musje

I thought yesterday
I made the musje
but that can not
it is an image
because it does not move
it always remains so

yet I know
how it moves

it is
a painting
a story
a laugh

I think
everyone has
a musje
inside

in children
and drunkards
it is often
on their lip

it never was mine

I feel tired
old and gray
nothing to loose
then more teeth

growing wrinkels
staring away
leaning on the past

feeling scars
in tearing moods
knowing that it will
all go on
without me

smiling about
what came
and what
might come
if not
then hope

today
yesterday
tomorrow

life is
not mine
it never was

break the rule

break the rule
is more than
breaking a rule

the bars
of safety
the cage
of security

the rule
is the line
you DO NOT
overstep

many rules
are obeyed
without thinking

I have broken some rules
and I get punished for it
not becuase I did the right thing
just because I broke the rule

poor people!
break the rule
the rule of money
the rule of beauty
the rule of being clever
life is breaking the rule
making the exception

death is
the only rule
you can not break

until then
everything
is negosiable

your own disaster

"the things you saw
after your own disaster,
the things that disgusted
and disappointed you,
where not created
by the disaster
but exposed by it........"


(destilated out of these words)
An ode to the New Orleans Saints
Sorry Colts fans, but Billy Sothern's thoughts about what the Saints represent post-Katrina are too good to pass up: "I have beat this drum for almost five years since the storm, trying to tell anyone who will listen that the things they saw after Hurricane Katrina, the things that disgusted and disappointed them, were not created by the storm but exposed by it and that similar ugliness existed not far from their homes, in forgotten cities from Richmond, Calif., to Camden, N.J., and everywhere in between. And I still insist that New Orleans' recovery is a bellwether for American democracy and, as New Orleans goes -- good or bad -- so goes the country. All of this is why it is difficult for me to say that a winning field goal kick in a football game has changed things at all. But it has. The kick brought the citizens of this city and region together in a way that the common experience of displacement and loss following Hurricane Katrina had failed to do."

doing is getting to know

knowing
without
learning
is called
doing

you don't learn
your mother
you don't learn
the sea
you know your mother
you know the sea
and you will never
ever know them

doing is getting
to know
what are you doing?

learning by doing
as old as mankind
as old as animalkind
as old as life


and older

on my way

I am on my way
to another land
the land of thoughts

may be it
was called
heaven before
that was high up
to high for me

I am on my way
to another land
the land of thoughts
the land under the land
where thoughts start to grow

healthy thoughts
consoling thoughts
stay-home thoughts
go-away thoughts
rest and work thoughts
healing thoughts
die in peace thoughts

I am on my way
to that land
the land of good thoughts
because out of good thoughts
grow good fruits

I can not believe
that I am so lonely
on my way to that land
I would have thought
every one wants
to go there

the track
is overgrown
I have to go on
still hoping for
someone else
to meet on
the same track

I will let you know
when I come back
we'll meet again
some sunny day


on my way

as much as
I do not
want it
to stop
when it is good

I can not believe
that it seems
to go on
forever
when I
want it
to stop

to love
and to hate
it

the shade
depends of
the light

where is the sun

the unexpected

stranger's
unexpected
generosity
makes
a big
impression

sail away

“Twenty years from now
you will be more disappointed
by the things that you didn't do
than by the ones you did do.
So throw off the bowlines.
Sail away from the safe harbor.
Catch the trade winds in your sails.
Explore. Dream. Discover.”
Mark Twain

"here's to the crazy ones"

Poster made from the script
of an old Apple Computer commercial called:

“Here’s to the Crazy Ones”

the misfits
the rebels
the troublemakers
the round pegs in the square holes
the ones who see things differently

they're not fond of rules
and they have no respect for the status quo

you can quote them, disagree with them,
disbelieve them, glorify or vilify them
about the only thing that you can't do, is ignore them
because they change things

they invent
they imagine
they heal
they explore
they create
they inspire
they push the human race forward

maybe they have to be crazy
how else can you stare
at an empty canvas
and see a work of art?

or, sit in silence
and hear a song that
hasn't been written?

or, gaze at a red planet
and see a laboratory on wheels?

we make tools for these kinds of people
while some may see them as
the crazy ones,
we see genius

because the ones
who are crazy enough
to think that they
can change the world

are the ones who dooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo

loving and loosers

loving
is loosing
yourself
and all you are
in someone else
or something else

loving
is loosing
with all
your heart
so that
the other
can win

true love
is not
about you

it is what
mothers do

loving
is loosing
so that
everyone wins



in proces

we are all loosers

the winner
is the best
forget it

we are all
all all all,
you too,
loosers

so
let's cultivate
the loosing style
a good act
with a beautifull purpose
your best energy
and then leave
before.....................................



in proces

"growing without schooling"

“if I had
no other reason
for wanting
to keep kids
out of school
and I have many,
the social life
would be reason enough…”
Gary Wyatt

many ways to solve a problem

many ways
to solve
a problem

one is
run

I ran
until
I could not
any longer

now I see
where I am
a jungle
surrounded
by outlaws

freedom is
not to say
what you think
not to eat
where they
can cath you

the only freedom
one has
is to think
what you want

many ways
to solve
a problem

the last one
is to die

basic words

what are
the basic words

yes - no
you - I
big - smal
have - want
come - go
can - make
today - tomorrow

how to learn
a language
growing
from one word
to the next

forget the grammar
the people you talk to
speak without it

not met yet

consolation
is what you need
in times of sadness
when no one understands you
when no one sees
the importancy of
what you are fighting

try to live
for all the nice people
you have not met yet

they are out there
one day
understanding
knowing excactly
what you mean

hang on
for all the beautiful people
you have not met yet

they are out there
at places
you have been before
and at places
you have never been

stick to what you believe
for all the wonderfull people
you have not met yet

they are out there
you have no idea
what they look like
old or young
good looking or not
you will recognize them

they are my bridge
to better times
all these beautiful people
I have not met yet

in the mean while
try to be beautiful
yourself


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